Ahlala what a disappointment! I thought this book was one of cult books badly .... I took ... Carter language throughout, good yes I know it's a teenager who talks but I also know who can speak ... One wonders at the pages, why and how, purpose and destination .. Ben there is no .... The atmosphere is dull, sad desire, luckily I had the moral because otherwise I would be deeply depressed at the time I write. I recommend this reading to all not super stable and super happy teenagers on the planet ... because honestly., I forced myself to read it until the end because I was still hoping for a fabulous outcome ............ .......... not even Gosh .............