If people would make only aware of the price they pay for it, if it times briefly lose control and experience a fleeting moment of physical well-being, then you could save yourself a lot of trouble. Stay Just your faithful spouse, whom you once vowed eternal love. Or were you then when vows mentally deranged?
Interesting theme, good actor, but a little too much exaggerated in the course of action in Hollywood fashion. I've already thought that it will take a bloody end.