The writing of a tormented man, almost to a man in self-loathing, a deadly ascetic. Is it due to his homosexuality in the context of his time and his environment? His religious beliefs? He is a man of great moral and spiritual requirement that transpires in this book. "The harmonics disappear and remains conversations, in their poverty, can not hide the lack of brotherhood. We are slowly moving away from each other. But why, why? We tend toward others. In vain, because we don ' have never had the courage to give us. " "Outright me the morning and the first thing he sees: the grotesque image in the distorting mirror of yesterday"