Toni goes to the bedside of his dying mother that she loves unconditional love despite childhood she suffered raped and beaten by a cruel father and neglected by unconditionally loving mother of a monster ... It testimony is hard and malheuresuement sioncérité screaming, sadness ... We takes guts, one indignant against this passive mother, father against this cruel, cruel and against all his people and "bienpensantes" that destroyed a small fire Antoinette who asked that his mother's love and friendship of his peers ... The human being carries within him sometimes so much cruelty ... Toni's father is not the only monster in this story. ..qui happening in Northern Ireland of the 50s ... I regret buying this book because he turned and revolted me ... How can we accept that every day in the world at any time, children are victims of such monsters ???? A bravo to the author for his courage to give us this moving testimony ....