whirlwind of emotions and internal contrdictions

it's been several years since I regularly read books by Emmanuel Carrère, as and when they come out ... this one is on a whole other level (close to autobiography, or month presented as such) but remains well within the previous style is that is the analysis of the internal contradictions that run through each of us .. I found this book a very bold and touching sincerity: the author does not hesitate to describe even the less flattering aspects of his personality and behavior. Like what, you can both love somebody and blame him many things, in sheer bad faith, regret while assuming it .. it's complicated, but we are all still staggering ec'est to see someone achieve pinpoint this complexity ... and we see with the stunning rise of situations from all normal, then gradually delirious ... I add that the style is beautiful, alive, precise and full of humor ...